Thanks to the lovely people who have attempted to cheer me up these days, I feel much better now but some things are still jumbling up my heart..
I slept at 3am after watching 7th Heaven on DVD, and woke up at 10am, and watched even more 7th Heaven. Makes me envious of happy families even more. And reminds me that Caucasian families are so different from Asian ones.
So the cold war with mama lasted till this afternoon, when I decided I felt too guilty and just talked things out with her. Then I went to shower, and I felt incredibly emo again. Sian~ I need time to cool down.
Afternoon around 2:30pm supposed to go meet Mary for a bit, but end up didn't and we talked on the phone for nearly 2 hours.. Watched more 7th Heaven.. Finished the first disc (4 episodes) and kept watching until dinner.. Ate some Super Ring at 6pm cos too hungry liao..
Ppl bought Chomp Chomp food back, and it was WAY too much. I ate as much as I could and now I'm just chilling.. I think today is a far improvement from yesterday, but things might go downhill anytime again.. I'm scared..